| It's been a hella long time since i wrote on this thing.
- i did not date my junior year.
-missing andrew scott powell was HELLA stupid. and led to a bunch of unneeded shit because lying is the new fad.
andd yeaaaa senior year sucks. i'm ready to leave. |
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| i don't think anyone even posts on this thing anymore.
--i'm not dating my junior year
--i miss andrew scott powell more then i could ever say. ever.
--i lead the SugarLand Vineyard Junior High Girls Small Group during second service :)
--me and Jesus are best friends now :)
i love life right now |
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| i can hardly hold it together right now. |
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| its only February 13th.
and i've already i've changed soooo much.
i have lost respect for my really good friend, she has thrown away all morals and advice for a physical attraction to a boy whose only future is bound to hurt her. how do i know? his past is littered with cheating, i do not trust him and do not want him in her life, her life stinks enough without him. On the upside she has Andrew to get her through all this, and i know as well as anyone else, if you need someone to get you through stuff its Andrew you run to.
I have started to date a guy in whom i've always had feelings for for two years, but never considered dating him cause i didn't feel he was ready for the kind of relationship i was looking for. We had not really been talking while me and Andrew were dating and once we started talking again i could see a major change in him, he really pursued me for about... a month. We had a rocky start at the beginning cause it was hard to fit our schedules together to where he could my parents. But he finally did, and my whole family LOVES him. Its a relationship i need right now, its not serious, were just having fun, i don't even think we celebrated our one month [mostly cause he probably doesn't remember]. but its just nice, not a lot of pressure. And we've set a whole basis on what will and won't happen in the relationship, and its funny cause for once i'm not the one screwing things up, he's usually the one that messes up and has to apologize.
School is... tiring. Lots of work and notes i'm really trying to stay on top of and make mostly A's instead of mostly B's. I also need a job, and to get my permit. REALLY need to get my permit. I think i'm getting it on Friday.
Me and Andrew are slowly... very slowly... like snail speed slow... are becoming friends. Although i am having oodles of fun watching him call of my best friends to talk to them, but not me. But i'm sucking it up and getting over it, cause if he knew how much this hurt we'd just get in some huge stupid fight and i'd have to start all over. |
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| merry christmas everyone!
update?
1. andrew got a new girlfriend [whose name ironically is sarah] and whenever he talks about her to me he always spells her name "sara". its quite annoying.
2. me and andrew are no longer talking.
3. my christmas gifts consisted of gift cards.
4. i am least looking forward to New Years, hopefully i will be far away from my home and my mother.
5. mike just wished me a merry christmas :D
6. i woke up, opened presents, went back to bed, had hot chocolate, and cleaned my room. i feel old.
7. and the rest of the day will be eating and doing exam reviews.
i really do feel old.
have a holly jolly christmas one and all :D |
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